Thursday, December 29, 2011
What does it take to be a true blue optimist?
To find chances and say "Yes I can still do it" in the face of failure? To be optimistic of the future even though you are on a streak of failure?
I do admit sometimes it really rocks to be an optimist, but sometimes, it just sucks. I cant bend my nature however much I want to.
Why wont I give up? Why do I have to be so idealistic? Why?
2:32 PM
Monday, December 12, 2011
I dont know what to do.
Problems keep stacking up at me, if I focus on one, I lose the other.
It is like choosing to save between your mother and your girlfriend, but with so many more options.
I am choosing between family, friends, myself and so many more,
yet I can only choose to save one.
This is so unfair! Why can I only choose to save one and give up the rest?
I tried to save every single one, and ended up losing every single one.
It is impossible for 1 man to save so many people at once.
Why is my life so unfair? I dont know what to do.
Can I just break down and cry? :/
Why do I still hold on to every single one and hope they dont sink in deeper?
I can't do this. I'm not Superman.
11:47 PM
Saturday, December 10, 2011
I am born an optimist.
Now that recently I have become pessimistic, it feels odd.
I dont like it, its like I dont know myself anymore.
I want to go back to being an optimist, the one I am born to be.
5:05 PM
Friday, December 09, 2011
I'm sorry, I hope you accept my apology. It is
attached with something.
5:53 PM
Wednesday, December 07, 2011
Wanting to say something, yet lacking the right to express it.
11:09 PM
Sunday, December 04, 2011
9:23 PM
Friday, December 02, 2011
But I feel like I'm bothering you. :/
4:59 PM
