Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Please dont be so stubborn anymore :/
But then again, who am I to say this?
1:35 PM
Monday, November 28, 2011
Slowly I began to feel like I am the cause of everything.
IDK, but its just a feeling that everything is centred around me.
10:23 PM
When I lie, you know and ask me what happen. I tend to tell you everything, because you always tell me not to hide things from you.
When you lie, I know too and ask what happen. More than half the time, you wont tell me anything.
9:18 PM
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Who ever said being guys are easy?
Guys learn from experience and make more mistakes than girls do. When we make mistakes we dont ever dare to make it a second time, if sincere. So generally our lives are haunted by mistakes we make.
Girls, on the other hand I guess, because guys are less sensitive to issues and more accepting and easier to adapt, mistakes? We are more willing to accept them and let it go. Girls usually think before they act too, thus making less mistakes.
I'm losing my ability, to think before acting..
2:36 PM
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Happy Birthday to me ! :D
Hehe today was an awesome day I guess? Though alot of cockups here and there and last minute plannings but still very fun ! :D Thanks all for the wishes :D
And thanks for the
present ~ :D
11:54 PM
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Just changed my URL cos I thought the name sucked.. If you figured out, good for you. If you havent, its easier now.
6:00 PM
I am an (animal).
p.s. I think I just suicided on Twitter wtf.. the kaypoh rangers are after my life..
4:23 PM
Same same but different different, different different but same same.
A nickname of yours, a nickname of mine.
A descriptive word in front, a name at the back.
Thats the clue, to find me at the other site.
3:01 PM
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Alot is happening to me recently, and I wont blame anyone for the side effects of my actions or behaviour. I understand insecurities as much as anyone else does. You feel insecure when you dont feel safe, when you dont feel that what you have is stable enough. You feel that things are being rushed or that there are gaps in between your foundation.
In construction, a solid foundation is important or the building will collapse in years to come. As much as the workers and the designers want to finish it fast, things cannot be rushed, for safety and security reasons. Things have to be taken slowly, one step at a time, in order to feel safer. Would you rather step on concrete or clipboard?
Although the timing is perfect that we miss 2 events, its alright. Does it matter? There are plenty more to come.
If this one week can last a lifetime, I'm willing to wait.
4:28 PM
12:59 PM
Did you do that for me?.. :O
12:23 PM
Friday, November 18, 2011
It sucks that when you try to be happy, I'm usually down or upset over something, and that when I'm trying to be happy, you are the one down or upset over something.
Guilty. Sorry..I will try to smile more though :)
1:30 PM
Thursday, November 17, 2011
YAY ICECREAM ! :D it has been awhile ~
Iliwycomhww :)
5:46 PM
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Was bathing today and it finally hit me the origin of my personality :O
I have a personality that is kinda weird for a guy I guess? I am more sensitive to emotions than most guys, to the extent even some girls.. Really wondered why I am like that, but I finally figured out..
From birth as far as I can remember, I was taken care MOSTLY by my babysitter (female duh), so from there I learn to pick up and learn from a woman. Back at home, I'm closer to my mum than my dad, again my role model at home, is a woman. At my babysitter's side, the children of her sisters, are mostly daughters :O
Because of that, in Primary school, the first friend I ever made, yes u guessed it, is a girl too.. For a start I play and hang out with the girls too.. Kinda ashamed and embarrassed to admit it but yes.. Until around mid Pri 1...
I guess that must have been how and why I learn to pick up emotions like a female -_- Good or bad thing I really have no idea, but I know it will follow me for life.. But rest assure I am perfectly normal and straight now.. But idk.. The female way of analysing things is still in me, together with the male part from myself..
8:21 PM
Was thinking of a conversation on the way.
But when I reach, everything just went away.
I didnt want you to see, I didnt want you to know..
I didnt want you to worry..
So I pretended everything was already, and just pass you the stuff, and walked away.. But too bad I guess I cant hide from you, so what was I hiding for?..
Such a waste..
Was there even 30 seconds?
5:30 PM
Sunday, November 13, 2011
You didnt have to pretend you are alright, just for me to enjoy.
I know...
7:48 PM
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Still the old quote :
You are the one who can make me happy or sad without doing anything.
5:30 PM
I kinda admit, that I did it for you. But its okay ~
3:46 PM
Tuesday, November 01, 2011
Today is an awesome day ! :D 7 days to start, 28 days to end, I will do it !
1/11/11 :)Iliwypmhatssyl :)
7:50 PM
