Im sorry.. sometimes i appear more negative when u tell me things not because
i am affected and that the negativity is spreading to me..
it is because sometimes i just feel so disappointed at myself..
that i am capable, yet cant help..
Being to help unable though i did it myself...
Then when i express my views online i try to make it sound as much as
related to school as possible so no1 suspects.. and true enough they
think that it is school work.. should i be happy it worked? or ...
disappointed that no1 else understands me as much .. as you, the
person i am trying to help..
Moments like these are moments i know i am unable to tell you what i
myself am facing because it only adds on to your problems.. dont worry
about adding on to mine, mine are usually short-lived and disappear within a few days.. what i see in yours is something big, yet i cannot help..
how frustrating..
Promise me to smile okay? and no i dont mean for you to stop telling me
about your problems.. its means for you to change over and stop being
so negative at seeing things again okay? :D
remember the ss :) (i almost wanted to upload it here.. erherm..)
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